sorry i'm a bit freaked out still

  • craZchick
    26th May 2012 Member 0 Permalink

    sorry for putting personal stuff on the forum but i don't have anywhere else i can talk really....  so yea anyway today was graduation at my old high school and i watched the ceremony. that was alright, cept for the irritating person who kept elbowing my bad leg eery time they moved... yea anyway after the ceremony was over i kinda got freaked out though...... and depressed too. i was seeing a lot of old friends for the last time there. and i think i broke the record for the most random hugs in 1 day -_- especially when i dislike being touched usually anyway..... it was nice to see some of my friends after all this time... though the one who hugged me in front of his wife kinda scared me since i know she gets jealous way easily. (yea i hope that gets forgotten very quickly.) anyways now i'm all depressed. i miss my friends. i hate saying good bye it is too freakin hard i think. what a day! yea i'm probably not making a whole lotta sense right now i'm still extremely wound up but i had to put my thoughts down somewhere before i went more crazy than i already am. heh heh. yea........ i wish i could wind down but i don't think that is going to happen anytime soon. i  already rly miss my friends. ugh back to being lonely again. that sux.... yea i think i'm gonna shut up now. again sorry i put something personal on the forums... if i had somewhere else i could talk i probably wouldn't be on the forums roght now. anyways sorry hope i don't make any body mad. i'll shut up now...... in an effort at trying to chill out a little bit, does anyone have something interestng to talk about? (Keep it appropriate and understandable plz.)

  • R3APER
    26th May 2012 Member 0 Permalink
    @craZchick (View Post)

    If you want to share your life story on the internet, you can always go to http://chatroulette.com/

    Its a great family oriented website full of nice people who love to discuss similarities between themselves and others. You should really check it out, its such a wonderful website. ^_^
  • craZchick
    26th May 2012 Member 0 Permalink

    i don't think that has much to do with this i'm simply trying to wind down. and talking is a great way to do that. if that bothers people i am sorry.

  • DJspiderize
    26th May 2012 Member 0 Permalink

    I've had several times when I've had to leave all my friends behind. I'm only 13 :P. I understand how you feel even though I don't think I randomly hugged everyone. I've made new friends now, but it's still hard.

     

    As for intresting things to talk about, I've got none. I'm useless at life and nothing really goes on around me. Oh I know, somebody chucked my glasses against a wall cos I annoyed them. It was a sports lesson and I was paired with my "good" friend in a sort of cricket game. He forgot to run, he wouldn't admit it, I kept on arguing....

     

    And my glasses were pulled off my face and thrown towards the wall. They snapped in three parts and I couldn't see for the rest of the day. Thankfully I got new ones now.

     

    Is that intresting?

  • craZchick
    26th May 2012 Member 0 Permalink

    it wasn't me doing the random hugging it was like every person i knew that saw me had to up n randomly hug me (part of why i'm freaked out. i don't like being touched. i'm weird like that.)n that's almost as bad as the time somebody got rly mad and threw their pen against the wall in my study skills class my senior year. it exploded everywhere too it was not good. talk about a mess. i felt sorry for the janitors that day heh. n ya..... i never make friends easily so losing the few i manage to make kinda sux. yea.

  • DJspiderize
    26th May 2012 Member 0 Permalink

    I don't have that many friends but I dont really mind :P. I'm a introvert or whatever. It's not that I can't make friends, I'm pretty friendly apparently, it's just.... Meh.....

     

    Really wierd just talking about random stuff on the powder toy forums........

  • craZchick
    26th May 2012 Member 0 Permalink

    better than nothing right? n ya i'm an outcast so i kinda scare people most of the time..... makes it hard to  make friends. n omg am i regretting having quit smoking right now. so regretting it.

  • DJspiderize
    26th May 2012 Member 0 Permalink

    Your lungs are thanking you! Don't regret it, don't make your lungs sad! Look at them, so cute :3

     

    Yes, I find lungs cute. Yes, I'm wierd. Yes, I enjoy it. Thanks for asking.

  • craZchick
    26th May 2012 Member 0 Permalink

    yea but it helped when i got freaked out so i kinda regret it........

  • DJspiderize
    26th May 2012 Member 0 Permalink

    Meh, I use chocolate. Or, on one occasion, a entire bag of sugar...