I remember several depressing things... year 2, i was pushed of a high wall, year 5, i was stabbed in the leg... not with a knife, but a very sharp pencil that drew a lot of blood when it went a few cm in to my leg. Then in year 8, i nearly suffocated from a respiratory viral infection. I know there was something else, but i don't remember it because i was unconscious. I look on them now and i laugh a little, then die a little in side, then laugh again... I was once very depressed from bullying, but since im clingy and keep around people, I didn't suffer the whole deal where by my social life would decline.
Just a few months ago, i discovered i had a speech impairment most of my life and that meant that i couldn't speak, read or write properly until about 5 years ago (when i was 9-10) i got a speech therapist, and since i found out and remembered, i have felt like i missed a large opportunity to achieve high. (I didn't know how to spell "with" until year 4, and until I was in year 5, i spelt "nine" as "9ine")
PizzaPlatypus I know the feeling, I spent atleast 2-3 years facing constant bullying, no friends, and... other things that were just as bad that I've never discussed with anyone. All this shit did stack up, bad. However, in the end(I know this sounds weird), I would not have had it any other way. Frankly, this shit either kills you, or makes you better. It taught me that the solution to bullying and depression is to overcome what's holding you back, because(atleast with guys*) generally when you're getting bullied it's over your flaws, things you can change. Climb out of whatever abyss you've fallen into on your own.
*I've heard stories, as I'm sure we all have, of girls picking on other, hotter girls(calling them fat, ugly, slut). In these cases there isn't really anything to change, just jealous girls. I don't really get this, considering guys don't pick on the strongest guy...
@Cr15py I've only spent 6 months of bullying and I'm tired of it the reasons they don't like me are: 1) my voice 2) my laugh and 3) They just hate me So I can't really fix those.
Well I hope you feel better. Just know that you have people who honsetly dont care what you sound and look like. For example, this entire forum is behind you. I dont think any of us care what you look and sound like. Thats why I am here, because I would fit in and be accepted.